Oh lovely day, couldn't sleep because the boyfriend kicks about in his sleep, so read most of the night and finally got in about 6 hours when he settled. Boiler bloke was here by half 9 (joy) and with his ruddy face and box of tricks sat there tinkering and talking rubbish to nobody in particular.. Half 11, still waiting for him to finish..
Anyway.. Popped into town with a mate to shop for shoes and a dress for her birthday this evening which by the way, I'm not allowed to go to due to my friend being my boyfriend's ex of 8 years (?!) gutted about that but whatever, it's not worth another argument.
Sainsbury's for Marie-Rose sauce, damnit why are those jam doughnuts so tempting!? Ok I'll just get 5 instead of 10 (and eat them before boyfriend gets home mwahaha!!) It's too hard to diet even though I've got from 8.5 st to 9.5 st heading towards 10 and none of my clothes fit plus it's soooo close to Christmas... Maybe I should try to lose some before then so I can pig out for Christmas... It's a thought...(Note to self, make inspiration calender - i.e. Picture of myself at my slimmest on a month by month calender, different picture every month to inspire me to lose weight because I want to look like that again!)
Well.... I suppose it's time for dinner now (God, does my life revolve around food these days? - what's wrong with me???)
Prawn cocktail salad.... Jam doughnuts for dessert and it's a Thursday night but boyfriend has a day off tomorrow so a couple of vodka and cokes!!
Ahh.. Must feed the fish..
So.. this is me then
- teh_izza
- Berkshire, United Kingdom
- Not much point in writing about myself seen as how that's what my blog will be about but heres some background information: I'm blunt & direct and some people can't handle it. I don't sugar coat. Too many people around me have died or had awful things happen to them and so I've become somewhat immune to shock and sometimes seem cold towards others. I've had too much pain in my life to go out of my way to affect or hurt others. Life is too short and I don't ever want people to hurt or be scarred the way I have been. Life is better now than it has been in a long time and I think I'm finally learning to love, trust and live again.
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