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Not much point in writing about myself seen as how that's what my blog will be about but heres some background information: I'm blunt & direct and some people can't handle it. I don't sugar coat. Too many people around me have died or had awful things happen to them and so I've become somewhat immune to shock and sometimes seem cold towards others. I've had too much pain in my life to go out of my way to affect or hurt others. Life is too short and I don't ever want people to hurt or be scarred the way I have been. Life is better now than it has been in a long time and I think I'm finally learning to love, trust and live again.

Saturday, 14 February 2015

Wow. I must be bored. This is a new low....



A stupid quiz thing I found online, simply because I'm tired & bored. 
Read it, don't read it. 
Whatever. 
Here Ya go Gaylords..!


1. Three things I want to say to three different people.


Lol...! Ok...


• Get on with what you're supposed to be doing and stop being so interested in me! 

• You don't know the first thing about me so stop making claims and assumptions about me that are totally false!

• You can do anything you set your mind to, you just need to gain some self confidence and take a leap of faith, you will go far. 

2. One of my insecurities.

Being paranoid about being bitched about behind my back by people I trust.

3. What turns me on.

Good manners, a gentleman, honesty, romance, good hygiene.

4. One of my bad habits.

Scratching the eczema on my arm when I'm stressed instead of putting cream on it! >_<

5. Who I wish I could be.

I don't wish to be anybody else but I wish I could be a better, more confident version of myself.

6. Where I want to be right now.

In the land of nod (my phone just autocorrected that to "nob" dear lord can you imagine the land of nob?!!!) I can never sleep. My brain goes into overdrive!

7. The last thing I ate.

Dominos pizza!!!!!!

8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.

My Boyf xxx

9. What song I’m currently listening to.

No music playing at the moment :) but last thing I listened to was Beyoncé, I think the song was called  "on to me" or something? It's on the 50 Shades of Grey soundtrack I believe.

10. The last time I cried and why.

Today, I was getting hassle at work & didn't deal with it very well Cuz I'm a big baby!

11. Something I’m excited about.

My day off tomorrow so I can sleep some more!! ( I'm a rock star baby!)

12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.

I like....

• my strong morals ie my sense of responsibility, justice, empathy, generosity, loyalty, honesty, sense of family etc

• my ability to make a meal out of practically nothing & my natural ability to cook/bake yummy food

• my sense of style. Simple, plain but well designed. Things that look weird on the hanger but great on. Mature, feminine, strong, confident, sexy & stylish 

• my eyebrows. Especially when I have my make up on and they're perfectly sculpted. They're extremely expressive, particularly my right one, Boyf has affectionately nicknamed it my "dickhead eyebrow" as it raises almost beyond my hair line when somebody is behaving as the name suggests! 

• I'm not going to state the obvious and say "boobs" or "bum" because it's boring. My last item on my "like" list will be something that I used to hate but have grown to like. My feet. I have slender feet and long toes. Boyf gasped when he first saw my feet and i recoiled, terrified that he hated my feet as much as I did! But then he showed me his feet and turns out, we both have little claw feet! We are feet buddies! He tells me that he hates girls with "pigs" as he calls them, he thinks short toes are hideous, especially when painted and there's barely a nail on the little toe! He says my feet are beautiful and he has made me love them too! <3

I dislike...

• my strong sense of responsibility. I know I said I liked it but it also has its drawbacks. I create stress for myself because I worry about others and I can't help it!

• my constant need to sleep. I'm so exhausted every day and yet can't sleep at night! My brain sends me loopy! 

• my nose. Something which has bothered me since I was very young. It doesn't bother me too much unless I'm having a very low time but when it does bother me, it bothers me a lot. But hey! I wouldn't be who I am without it!

• my lack of disclipline when it comes to food and exercise haha! Exercising is fun but no amount of exercise is as satisfying as a massive chocolate bar - I'm sorry but it's not! - luckily, I've naturally got a pretty slim frame so I notice very quickly if I've eaten too much over a few weeks and can work it off again. 

• my jaw. It constantly clicks and locks and it drives me nuts!!!!!!!!

13. Three things I want right now.

• water

• sleep

• another pillow

14. Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you, where’s it from?

I'm not wearing a necklace right now but If I was, it would be my white gold diamond and pearl necklace from my Mum. I think it was from Ernest Jones a few years ago. I love it but I need to replace the chain.

15. How long was your last phone conversation?

Only a couple of minutes as I was working.

16. What are you looking forward to?

Sleeping... Haven't we already established that?

17. Did you get anything off your chest today?

Yes but not to who i should've done. Today I vented but soon I will articulately put my point across in an appropriate manner. Soon...

18. How many rings do you usually wear?

If I wear a ring it tends to only be the one.

19. Would you rather go to Canada or California on vacation?

CaliforniA!!!!

20. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?

I'm wearing jammies!!! Moo cow ones!!!

21. Do you call it fall or autumn?

I'm English so, autumn

22. Are you an emotional person?

A lot people think I'm cold, arrogant, standoffish and snobby but actually I am a very emotional & sensitive person.

23. It’s 2 in the morning and you get a text message, who is it most likely from?

Boyf or Mum

24. Do you like long car rides?

Yes. Simple as that. I've always liked car rides. Apparently when I was a baby, if I didn't sleep, my dad would pop me in my car seat and drive around and Id fall asleep! :)

25. Do you have an adult you can talk to about anything?

My Mumma ️xxx

26. Last time you saw your dad?

This evening :)

27. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?

Yes

28. Do you do your own laundry?

Always. I don't trust anybody else not to do it wrong!

29. Would you like the ability to read minds?

Sporadically... When I'm at work mainly. Often I wonder if I do have that ability though, I can read people so clearly sometimes it scares me. 

30. Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?

Yes. 

31. You’re thinking about a certain person right now, aren’t you?

Yup.

32. What will you be doing in five years?

Sleeping? Hopefully?

34. Last 2 people to text you?

Boyf & my gorgeous girlie Hayweewee 

35. Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?

Lol... That's my answer to that. Do we ever grow up?

36. Do you like to cuddle?

Very much. But I'm extremely selective when it comes to who I cuddle. I don't give them out easily. So if you get a cuddle from me, feel seriously privileged.

37. When angry, do you get loud or quiet?

That depends entirely on how angry I am.....;)

38. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed on the lips?

Probably.

39. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?

Yes. When I was little I didn't have any girlfriends. I was one of the boys! :D

40. How’s your hair right now?

Up in some state so I can't see it. It's out of my face and that's the main thing.

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